Half a year done! Poetry from Jan-June 2025

January 2025
February 2025
March 2025
April 2025
May 2025
June 2025

June 2025

Give Life

June 30, 2025

Language is a tool

that I can paint you

into the minds

of the reader

or listener

and have 

you live

again


Warhol Sleeps

for my cat

June 29, 2025

Snow drifted in spots

and laid out on my sofa

with the disinterested passion

of a blanket

you are in the category of

brother

sister 

ocean water

and rain air

You sleep 

as I wake


Alarm

June 28, 2025

Sometimes I wake up 

and there is silence

No traffic sounds

No bird sounds

No lover whispering

No house sounds

It's like I wake up in 

absolute peace

Then the radio alarm 

blares the news to life

like a riffle shot

through my ear


Morning clocks

June 27, 2025

10 o'clock's

empty cup 

in the sink

abandoned 

last night

remains until

morning's wake-up call

comes through the clocks

and we renew ourselves once more


Cheap Wine

June 26, 2025

You said you would empty

the whole of the city's skyline

into a glass and drink it

until you threw up

I pictured splintered wood

and concrete spewing from you

like a volcano of landscape-vomit

Veins of wires that lost their power

become like hairballs trapped 

in your throat

This city is like cheap wine

that tastes so bad

but it does the job of 

getting you drunk

and dreading the hangover


This Morning's Heatwave

June 25, 2025

The stars are too hot to touch 

and the buildings could crumble

under the heavy air

hot as coal

Us citizens are terribly awake

swept away by this heatwave


A Poem Half Done

June 24, 2025

If I could tell you

one thing

it would be about 

the half of a poem

that lies on the floor

about you

empty of it's muse

retires to my notebook

shelf to catch drifts

of dust and bleach 

in the sunlight


There Beside You

June 23, 2025

There beside you 

I hear you pray

all night for 

salvation

 

There beside you

I watch you 

climb the city's stairs

to the sun

 

There beside you 

you talk of the children

who draws with chalk

on nighttime sidewalks

 

There beside you

I couldn't live

inside chalk drawn 

prayers or empty stair


The Photograph


June 22, 2025

I think we were more arranged

in the mirror of the lens

when the sun raged

and burned the ground

under our feet like

a concrete coal

long and flat

we walked upon

I closed the door 

to your car and wished  you

a safe trip back

I didn't look back

as you drove your

soft body home

scented like the 

salt air


He Found His Freedom

June 21, 2025

He would be lost in thought

looking down at his hands

wondering how they got

so old looking

He would rewind the song

Blueberry Hill over and over

most of the night

I can see the tape reel

moving through the 

amber of his glass

I am amazed the tape 

never warped

He lives on

inside it now


June 20, 2025

Fog horn cries out

this early morning

thick fog like a big

reclining ghost

sleeping over the city

I count on my fingers

to work out the equation

of how to turn this paper

into gold

It didn't work

I will have to settle 

for bronze


Night Travel 

June 19, 2025

I wonder what film you dream

all royal blue hues crimson and gold

a smile on your lips in sleep 

you are miles away 

mind travelling down night roads

I lay my head down 

in the forest of your chest

Sandalwood and cinnamon scented

I hear the drum of the pulsing heart

Beneath the surface

forest heart and root veins

I lay there 

wanting to join the dream

but I'm locked out of the cinema

now the film started

So I dream my own

as we both travel together

miles apart down 

separate night roads


Questions

June 18, 2025

I don't know what it is 

I am looking for 

when my fingers move

up your jawline

A story maybe?

A prophecy perhaps?

Or is a kiss just a kiss

with no need to keep 

time bottled up?


Downstream

June 17, 2025

God did not send us a sign

We had to make it ourselves

Parts of our bodies grew raw

in the sunlight 

hitching a ride out of here

to a place where the fish

colour the water silver

with their backs wet 

reflecting the sunlight

We moved downstream with them

to where the shade is

so we all wouldn't burn up


Early Morning Poem

June 16, 2025

In the darkness of 

early morning

before the world 

starts moving

is the point in time

where the air seems

clean and clear

and your ears can

breathe in

meditative silence


For S.T On A Rainy Night

June 15, 2025

I remembered that night 

the deep beauty of the 

forest green leaves' burden

under the weight of 

hard rainfall

 

I look up at you 

like a child whose eyes

are replaced with emeralds

to see through them

tranquility within

and without

 

Thank you for that


Mr. No Name

June 14, 2025

So it came down to 

lost time

an empty bank account

Loneliness and 

shattered mirror

10 years bad luck

The streets lost your 

phone number

and your shotgun bride

slapped your face before

she walked out

You know you had a name once

Maybe you lost it 

at the bottom 

of a bottle somewhere


(Untitled)

June 13, 2025

What you want and what you need

are not what you breathe or bleed

Necessity isn't always convenient

when desire falls through a vent

sliced up and cut up again

flushed down the drain


Prison Break

June 12, 2025

When love becomes ownership

and the bed gathers frost

and she finds the key out of 

the iron slave collar on her finger

She will find the place to meet 

the midnight train 

hop its rails

and leave you like 

a phantom who never existed


He's The Kind Of Lover

June 11, 2025

He has the kind of eyes that can put a rope

around your neck

A love that could squeeze around you

so tight each breath you take

His mouth could drown you

like a blocked gutter

in torrential rainfall

that you fall into


Jeanie's Old Apartment

June 10, 2025

There was nothing left in the old apartment

after it was cleaned out.

Everything that made your apartment so cozy

and personalized was gone, like you never 

lived here. You passed from this life

and now it was like you were never here at all. 

 

The way the sun poured through the spout of the window

and arched itself on the floor, resting its back against the 

opposite living room wall, kind of made me smile from 

the front hallway before I was leaving. 
This is how you saw this place 30 years ago, and I 

can see how you chose it to be your home all these years.

 

The arch of the entrance to the little corridor 

leading into the bathroom and bedroom. 
The walled mirror over your record player 

where you must have checked your hair 

before going out. 
The ground level vision you had of the backyard flowers

 

As I still think on your old apartment, and you today,

what I wouldn't give to live there. 

To give up my house to have the chance to wake up

this morning and drink my morning coffee at your table

as the sun starts to rise over the other side of the building

making it's way across your living room floor.


To Crave And Fear Sunlight

June 9, 2025

This city groans under its own burden of cement

and graffiti war buildings

smashed out bus shelters and 

swearing children drunk on glue 

and artificial strawberry candy

 

I dream of escaping 

like a prisoner who sees 

their chance to run

 

Do I take it?

Am I able to live on the outside

or return to my cage 

like a lab animal who is frightened

by whatever the sun is?


Contactless

June 8, 2025

We move in unison

yet never touch

but we have developed 

a new way to caress

with your spirit's arms

embracing me as I

lay my head on your chest

softly and as absent as a ghost


They Never Catch Me

June 7, 2025

You do your best with what you know. 

Street smarts get you further along here

where the pavement cracks, and the braille of

graffiti splashes over buildings,

where wolves in human clothing

count their money as they eye you up as prey.

They don't realize it

but you know how to run. 

Run little sparrow!

They may have clipped your wings,

but you know how to run like hell. 

You never get caught.


Halting Time

June 6, 2025

Far from 

the busy world

I sit against a tree

with a coffee

and let the world 

rush around me

in swirls 

of harbour fog 


Connection

June 5, 2025

You were born in the month 

when ice silences

and I when dust heat blinds

fire and ice

no wonder we connect

like we do


Luna Awakens

June 4, 2025

The field took me into it's sisterhood

and held me all night

as I wept from joy in her arms

She took my body and spun me

from my spool

made me a lover 

under the moon


Memento

June 3, 2025

The memories of you

are vaulted in a long ago room

mildewed and gray

empty and worn

remembered only by a 

memento of a Polaroid

of what it once was 

when it was alive


Seeking Gold

June 2, 2025

The formula for gold

is hopeless with my knowledge

I awaken him with

and angry kiss

envious he's known 

the right formula

all the long

So I use his body 

to bargain with 

air and clay

Make me golden 

through his alchemy


Shadow Junkie

June 1, 2025

He would inject shadows

which covered up his face

until he had no face to

show the world

It was erased 

Emptied out

with no way

for people to know

who he was before


Go back to the top of the page.

May 2025

In between Silences In Song And Breath

May 31, 2025

This is that moment between 

song and breath of little birds

that spot of silence 

I slip into 

That point of nothingness

and breath pausing to exhale

that I breathe for it's little feathered lungs

saving both it's and my life


The River

May 30, 2025

The river rushing over large round stones like

skull tops being polished smooth 

just below the water's surface 

shinning in sun under a rippling film

 


I'm Here

May 29, 2025

Who am I?
In these words.
Where am I?
Sitting between these lines
waiting for you.


Our Cups

May 28, 2025

Let's speak together

about what's to come

empty as it seems

we can fill it

with something

new


Evaporate

May 27, 2025

Lay here with me

before anything happens

and the light of morning

evaporates us into the sky

Rain down on me

Cool my fevered moon skin 

and quench my tongue

then burn me back up again

You take and give

I gift and receive

before evaporation


Photographs

May 26, 2025

The photograph in the album shows that they loved eachother once.

They made love on the kitchen floor, and now

passion fades in the background of the home where photo albums are,

closed at the bottom of no longer opened drawers,

like a love story that lost all its words. 


Downtown Dona

May 25, 2025

Tulips with mouths agape

like fish gasping at the air

desperate for the sea.

Cat loafs lazily in the sun.

She tells me about how

her ex-husband spoke in tongues

and died from a rattlesnake bite.

Her mind flies away 

like a kite that lost its grip

to float high into the sky

until it crashes down 

miles and miles from here. 


Shadow Puppets

May 24, 2025

Window light performances 

flicker shadows moving

against screens

Containing shadow puppetry plays

while you are the spectator

waiting for your traffic light 

to turn green


To Kiss A Madman

May 23, 2025

You would collect rain water to drink

You told me it was as pure as God's tears

and you cast runes that always told you

the same things. 

I got to kiss your wine and rain lips

the night lightening electrified the sky

and you thought it to be an omen

to never kiss me again.

You went mute to the city,

bled on your crosses,

and scraped your throat raw

with incantations of a rebirth

that never happened. 


Eva

May 22, 2025

The grass is too sharp 

for your feet

and your soul too

much like a galloping horse

who runs through an island

of perpetual night

white glowing mane 

against pure shadow

with the rhinestones

of heaven above you


Street Kid Dreams

May 21, 2025

I will sleep tonight

under a bridge that

echoes the rainfall

curled up in a rusted bracket

like a little bird

so no wolves can see me

The smell of wet

rust and concrete

makes me think of 

your neck that I wish

I could hide my face into


I Can't Write A Poem

May 20, 2025

Today I had forgotten that 

I was chosen to write

you a poem

But I can't write you one

I'm too lost in a forest of words

that fall like rain 

from your mouth

And I was mesmerized 

by your lip movements 

and wanted to drink those words

from your lips and experience 

their secret taste

Soft as velvet

and smooth as wine

I fell under your wave 

and got swept up 

So you see I'm too far lost

inside of forests and oceans

to write you a poem


Poetry Scratched

May 19, 2025

When he is soul-breath close

and the sky over us is ocean rusted

and torn in spots

I promised myself to love him carefully

but I let myself down and fell 

into his embrace like a lost child

I taught him a new language

to use in his stories

that he writes down and hides

in origami paper placed between

rotting stumps of trees

and fresh grown flowers 

and my window glass 

scratched with poetry


Sunlight Cat

May 18, 2025

Sunlight cat claws music note bars 

to sting the notes of life upon

Empty air

Open air

becoming filler for lungs to life

Life is music

Life is also silence

and everything in between

is you and me


For Mony

May 17, 2025

We don't talk often

but when we do

it's like the time passing

never happened.

We know each other that well.

Dear friend,

you are my sword 

and my flower forever.


Leaving The Bill

May 16, 2025

There is no one

who can dance

on the top 

of a memory 

like you,

and escape 

out of the back

of the café door

of my mind

like you after

not paying.


Mornings Like This

May 15, 2025

The street outside the window 

groans with awakening cars

The electrical hum and 

awakening birdsong to the air

between their absences

fills the silence 

The open window's breath in my face

The salt water cologne at the 

heart note to everything

It is mornings like this that 

makes me dream when 

I'm awake


Dreams Drip

May 14, 2025

Sometimes I get too ahead of myself

and perch my dreams on your lips

before nighttime brings 

R.E.Mmmmmm

what I wouldn't give to taste

that dream on your lips

tasting of wine and honey

and to have my name drip from your mouth 

when evenings are splashing

red and violet paint everywhere

to blanket us before the moon 

takes up its night shift


Returning Home

May 13, 2025

When he came home

after he lost his legs

he lost his will with them

He sat at the table drinking

as the sun's movements across the sky

used him as a sundial 

for others around him to keep time by

as they lived out their lives

while his stopped


Who Is It?

May 12, 2025

Far into the distance

where eyes can't see

walks you and I 

The warmth 

of your body flushes

the cold from me

It is hard to see

at such a distance

Time can't be counted

for accuracy

or even if I walk

with you at all

as distance distorts

but I hope 

it's you


The Kiss

May 11, 2025

I kissed you 

the way a memory

kisses the mind

soft and hazy 

like an old

camera


Twinkle Twinkle

May 10, 2025

I'm seeing you twinkle

Little Star

You are so high 

you can't come down

to earth. 

It's only a matter of time, 

one day you will,

and crash into the earth

so hard you see stars.

You will shatter upon impact

turning to glitter dust.

The wind will blow 

scattering and vanishing you 

as if you never existed. 

So, my advice to you -

Little Star,

is to twinkle gently

and lightly

fall back to earth

so we can enjoy your shine. 


782

May 9, 2025

You have awaken now

You have grown restless

in your dreams

The incense of a fire

in the city

seasons your morning

I was not in your dream

I am in the veins of wires

Give me a call


Hello

May 8, 2025

I dial the number and connect the line.

"Hello?

How are you?

Are you tired?

I am.

I just called 

to create a bridge

to you with wires,

that interlace all the way to you. 

Your voice shivers pleasantly 

through me like ice silver

on hot skin.

It touches me when you can't.

Anyway, I should go no. 

Goodbye."

The phone slides into the cupped hand of the receiver,
caressing its face like a lover saying goodbye with a kiss.


Foggy Morning Painting

May 7, 2025

The trees along the shore

lick their tongues against the fog 

their hair hanging wet and dark green

against the gray sky


May 6, 2025 (No writing piece because of a sick day)


Leaving Home

May 5, 2025

Flush circling spiral

little water cyclone leaving

the house as quickly determined

in a teen girl's mind that is set

running away into the night

like water leaving a sink

I wish you never left

for the sewer


Laying In Rivers

May 4, 2025

Water behind lowered eyelids

I have spent time beside rivers

I know your river

I've laid in its bed

beside a man

fish scaled

and silent


Friday Night In The Rain

May 3, 2025

Siren distant wails cutting through city night air

that was laced with the smells of take-out and diesel

with shakes of rain beginning like foot drops on concrete 

Full stop sign heed and look around

there's a sound happening at the corner club

Free Jazz heavy breathing until screaming

spilling out of the doors into the street's light identifiers. 

Fist fight in full flight until out of sight

when the red and blue flash siren stops

Run 

Everyone runs in the night on this street

time and feet

sheet rain now

I kiss you to taste your mouth with rain quench 

drenching both of us.  


For S.T

May 2, 2025

People like you are meant

to be depicted in stain glass

or a painting in some old cathedral

in some beautiful divine holy land

where goats come to graze outside

and humans burn incense and offer prayers

at your glance

I am no such an artist

to create such a dedication

nor am I such a poet to have enough 

of a way with words to write prose

Yeats-style to you

This is all I have 

so I hope it can do justice

in its own simple little way


In The Garden

May 1, 2025

Two statues

grayed and rust coloured

from weather 

caged in vines

linked together

in a silent bronze embrace

in an unkept garden

as the earth noisily moves

around them


April 2025

Night Song

April 30, 2025

It is hard to know

how fast you can go

when the road's 

conveyor belt 

spins us on

far past the light

spilling out of the 

rectangle homes

and the beacon

of the moon is gone

I think on your song 

to guide me

knowing then

I'll be alright

and I will be

where I need to be

when it plays the last note


Night Kite

April 29, 2025

Yeah

I know what

you are like 

when you hover

above us

like a kite

flying at 

night

Hello!

Yeah you 

up there!

I miss you

down 

here


Cracks That Hold

April 28, 2025

It's so empty

that bowl

that sits at the

kitchen window

with its celestial

patterns and

the crack down the side

that tries to hold it all in

 

Your soul heat is like 

skin baking during 

a winter vacation

ignoring the fact

there's ice around you

You open brighter than

a super nova burst of gold

and floods this room

 

Never fizzle out and disintegrate

into the maritime fog 

that drunkenly crawls 

on its hands and knees 

over black rocks to rest against 

street lights until they start to

crack apart like your bowl  

when the sunlight breaks the sky


Harbour's Children

April 27, 2025

Yesterday's children played

inside the sun

Their mother 

was a pressed flower inside

of dictionaries

and their father

was a harbour boat who never

came to dock

The sun spit raindrops in 

their toy pails

and there was light from my body

like a sun bulb so bright

wanting to nurture them all

into light


Elections

 

April 26, 2025

We hold our breath and hope 

for the best outcome for

whoever sits in the chair 

for them to do right 

by us all

 

and if not

 

and they do what you fear most

I hope we have the heart

to fight out of hunger 

and desperation

to get it back


Self Reflecting

April 25, 2025

She lives by the advice

of tarot

and stitches the rocks

along the water line

She knows how to survive

in pictures

and takes flight 

into the night 

until she camouflages 

into it on crow's wings

She reversed mirrors

to reflect that she will 

never love you again

because she loves me more


Speechless

April 24, 2025

Hold me close 

because it is damp outside

slithering in through the window.

Drink the words from my lips

so I have said everything 

I need to say, so I lay

speechless beside you,

when the moon leaks through 

the window throwing herself

over the chair in the corner. 


3am Streets

April 23, 2025

We held onto Blowers street 

like a knife cut into the night

Spilling over with coffee and wine

we wrote our stories in every café

and I kissed you as if you were Blowers street

and my mouth was a car

and I would ride you all the way down

Barrington and turn

when the street was as empty as 3 am is

and I walked lonely and drunk down Grafton

change over and pray to god for a taxi 

before the rain comes


The Hitchhiker

April 22, 2025

He was as thin as a highway

and as empty as a car crash

Sell me your love

and I'll give you 

a child souvenir

I emptied my 

passenger seat of him

like he was an empty 

24 hour coffee cup

and drove away

past the city limits 

until my backlights

were just a red star 

against the black sky

And he was just a man

whose shadow was eaten

by the asphalt

and hitched rides

with other strangers


Snap Shots

April 21, 2025

So much to do 

and so little time

to do it

Water drips

from the roof

tapping out the

poverty beat

of your hand that 

my hand is empty of

Memories splash against

the dome of my skull

breaking apart into 

fluttering nostalgia

of 16mp photos

of you against the sunset

and at your old apartment

you splashed on the sofa 

like a throw blanket

with a sunbeam in the eye


This Is An I.O.U

April 20

Take this as an I.O.U

until we meet for coffee 

at some café

where only you and I

are the only patrons

I then will open my notebook

and write a poem for you

to which I would pull 

it from its spine 

and give it to you

as the barista is 

looking out of the window

to a rain wet street

longing to find love and money 


Direction

April 19, 2025

In the boardroom of fieldsI was aimlessly walking

You met me on the road and loved the  

romanticism of my nomad lost soul

I wasn't a lost gypsy girl

I knew where I was going 

all the long
 


If You Ever Sleep Walk

April 18

I regret that I wasn't the one 

to fall in love with you first

to have been the woman who 

would empty your mouth of kisses

to have you experience the 

bohemia of my body

If love grows old

and you sleep in a frozen tomb

sleep walk to my door

my arms will melt your frost

and awaken your heart's spring time

the connection of our 4w5 wavelengths

could ignite this city with inspirations

my words to your song

you and I entwined


80's Kids

for D.J

April 17, 2025

Ice cream sherbet Pac-Man gum ball clear glitter sandals 

and chocolate plastic smells. 

You told me that throwing a ball over the apartment building 

was something we could achieve this summer 

as we cheered each other on. 

We counted cars that drove by from where we perched on the grass, 

saying which we would own, 

and you were making yourself burp 

from drinking out of the apartment garden tap for a laugh, 

while we shot bullets at the sun, trying to knock it out of the sky.
80s kids can't stay kids forever. 

They dissolve with the decade 

like polaroid film faded by the sun and time. 


Two Questions

April 16, 2025

Will this get to you

when the night chills

and you are an exile?

Would I be next in line

to breathe the incense of you

and hear the beat of the earth

in your chest,

as I lay my head down

to sleep?


Thank You

For Bolton

April 15, 2025

Remember when I said I would try?
I did, thanks to you. 
The mud dried and crumbled 
revealing gold, 
and that's all thanks to you. 


Survivor

(Dedicated to all residential school survivors like my Grandmother)

April 14, 2025

You never said much about your childhood. 

When I asked, you would say, 

"Oh...

it was

          fine."

When I was little I would eagerly call

to tell you how my first day of school went. 

I would ask you if you liked school, and 

if you were nervous your first day. 
"Oh....

it was 

        fine.

I was very very nervous."

 

I would laugh thinking of how you hunted with the men, 

and how you would dance 

in front of your whole community at powwows. 

"I thought you were never afraid of anything grandma!"

 

If I had only known then what I learned much later. 


Hungry Air

April 13, 2025

There is an argument of hunger in the air with a base note of spring drying lilac. The street's metalic ants walk on, perhaps ignoring or out of pure ignorance, failing to acknowledge the air around them or us. I turn to you in the hungry lilac essance, share your air and unlock your secret eyes' water and say: "I know how you feel friend."


Your Arrival

April 12, 2025


Don't you know what happens

when all that comes from the throat

of a song bird is silence?

Don't you know how it feels

when somebody turns the lights off

on every city street?

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Only after you arrive

we all found out that

your flight ticket was void.


Flooded

April 11, 2025

Open 

Sky

Sigh

Backwards

Words

Flip

Dimes

Loss

Toss

Coin

Lost   

Bet

Roll 

Die 

Twice 

Groyne

Gone

Flooding

The cost of living today


Fire To Paper

April 10, 2025

Sensual and strong

like silk and steel

muscle to satin

iron to velvet

your fire lips

to my paper lips
 

my word is caught in the inferno

 

You have the power to make a woman travel

to unknown lands where she don't speak the language

to relearn words 

to bring back these new words to you 

to describe the love and lust that binds her


Guiding Words

April 9, 2025

Unlocking the ornamental box in my throat   

I pull out a series of words and speak them to the air,

so that maybe they will reach your ear somewhere 

as you walk down a street on the other side 

of a breathing swimming landscape

thinking you heard me speak, but assume 

it was the wind through the trees or

the rustle of animals in dumpsters. 
 

Will the words I write find you 

or am I just wasting a page in my notebook?

I guess I will just continue to speak to the air,

and remove words from my little box, and spread them

out across paper in hopes of finding thee.


Listen Children

A poem for our inner childen

April 8, 2025

Your heart will heal child
Things will get better
You can't run wild 
While looking for a home

The time will come child
When the heartache will stop
The cold weather turns mild
IN the core of your heart

It won't come easy child
you have to fight like hell
It takes a good while
For eyes to finally run dry

The sky's the limit child
As you grow you will know
Your heart is'nt an exhile
Your heart found it's home
 


For A Soldier

For C.M

April 7, 2025

All the windows in this city

are empty of you

you can't find one at all

that shows you walking past

in its filmstrip glass

This city poured you out of it's mug

and into the harbour

as its waves scooped you up 

and carried you away in its arms

 like a cradled baby

I like to think it held you up

enough so you could kiss

the cheek of the moon

and its blush glowed deeply 

on the night you went to sleep

under the water of starlight fish bellies

You are the poem 

I never wanted to write

So long soldier


Like Air

April 6, 2025

I dream about her becoming multiples. 
She's at the table with a coffee cup.
She's in the bathroom putting on lipstick.
She's in the streets walking past me.
She's smoking at the window of the old apartment.
I wonder why she's nowhere and everywhere. 
Mama, you are like the air. 
You are everywhere.


Quicksand Arms

April 5, 2025

I am lost in the 

quicksand of you

You pull me under

and won't let me go

Don't go

Stay

you say

I try to move 

but it makes me fall

deeper

I can't catch my breath 

I drown as you

move over me 

like a tsunami wave

The only way I can

climb up from you

is the morning 

alarm clock distraction

calling me to run

into the awakening

morning streets 

run for my life to the

centre of the rising sun


Thursday Nights With You

April 4, 2025

Slapping your hand to the beat on the table 
the song plays on in your head
like we all can hear it.
The night vibrates 
to each beat of your hand.
The glass of wine like
a type of hourglass.
Shake it up baby!
You grab my arm 
and we dance to nothing.
No tune just you
and I. 
Sound vibrating sky.
Wine tasting lips. 
I move my hips
to your wild rhythms.
This is the music of souls meeting
on the eve of a Friday night. 
How we both rock 
the shit out of this city. 
We make the lights flicker
on every street light we pass.
The harbour howls at the moon
Wolf-man Jack style. 
YEOW!
Primal shake downtown 
on a rainy Thursday night. 
 


Empty Space

April 3, 2025

This space is empty

lets fill it

with something 

beautiful

and profound

Or not

and just have a 

blank space to 

meditate in the 

visual silence.

 

I guess it's too late late now that I have written this.

Ice Melt

April 2, 2025

I whisper to you

From over the hill

To leave your bed

Leave it's chill

 

Quietly leave

And meet me there

We will make love

In the field's hair

 

The dawn is rising

Leave my hold

You may return here

When your bed is cold


The Town Mute

April 1, 2025

Where did silence get you

as it fell over your home like settling dust 

neglected for months

The cobwebs in the corners 

on the tops of walls 

catch your thoughts like fish

who dream of walking on land

You are stubborn with yourself

you would rather be known as 

the town mute

than say sorry


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March 2025 poems

Soul Watching

March 31, 2025

Outside or in a café

I write about people 

I don't know

who walks past

splashing ink on their

assumed lives

to exercise my pen

I also wait 

for the off chance

that you may someday

walk by

and I could write

a poem about our love


A Thank You Poem For S.T

March 30, 2025

Wrapped in a cloak of a stranger

you made him break his back 

against a cloud

as he gasped a breath of curses

invalid angels broke down further

until they were nothing but 

supernatural molecules 

set out to praise you

for liberating them


Her Story

March 29, 2025

There is a story in you

he said

Would you like the synopsis

she said

I want to spread your cover open and read it in full

he said

Men like you only read by pictures

she said

and I am picture less

she said


Sugar Shine On

March 28, 2025

Beat down break back to whole again

Sleet street slippery words to fall on

so be careful with your life today

All the algorithms around you have no rhythm

to dance to so listen to music instead.


Don

March 27, 2025

His head climate is 

a rainforest frozen over

He becomes the winter's sun

slicing through the ice on the sidewalk

so children can dedicate school yard games to him


Shhhhhh

March 26, 2025 

shhhhhh

Don't talk too loud in the park

you will awaken the flowers

who sleep in the dark

 

shhhhhh

Don't speak too loud

you will scatter the crows

who watch over the crowd

 

Rain falls and you drink it in

like you would die of thirst

or hunger or sin

shhhhhh

shhhhhh

shhh...

 

...hhh

Don't call to me above a whisper

silence is golden when you walk

speachless beside me.


Portrait of My Grandma And Her Friends On A Sunny Afternoon

March 25, 2025

The women gather by the thrift store 

in hues of brown and yellow

white and green polyester dreams

Sunny morning in summer's

welfare glint 

Beautiful faces with laces of 

tough knowledge of survival 

and blue eye shadow shimmer

that I admire as a little girl

when she picked me up from school.


Take Flight

March 24, 2025

I used to walk through the streets all night, that some

may have mistaken me for homeless. I guess I was 

homeless in a way, trying to find my home in the world.

Have I found it after all this time walking?

Have I found it down every alley and park 

in this city where everything is made of concrete -

even the people?

I don't know.

I always feel it's been found but after a while, 

I'm as restless as a migrating bird, and I 

need to take flight through the night, 

on a night that is so dark, and I wrapped in 

so much black cloth, that I blend into the sky

like I lost my wings. 


I Will Know Him

March 23, 2025

I will find him some day

When I'm off doing something else

When the Wind is calm as a river

And the Sun has blinked awake

 

I don't see where he is

Though I have slept beside many

Who have claimed to be him

But they were imposters

 

He is somewhere I know it

Sitting in a café reading a book

Or writing something down on paper

Or buying a record from a forgotten band

 

I'll keep lifting up the masks

Of men in my bed to one night find him

And know him by how the moon lays light

Across his face


Runaway Train

March 22, 2025

I ran away 

What more did I know

how to handle death

and your unnecessary guilt

because of it. 

It was more than a

teen could deal with.

I slept off and on in the

subway station, like a

stray cat remaining vigilant 

even in sleep of predators. 

All night I thought I saw 

you and mama in the faces of 

each train window

traveling away from me

in the night, 

leaving me on the bench. 

The left-behind child with nothing

but her bottle for comfort. 


Impact

March 21, 2025

The bones record the history

every break, crack and bruise

that the past impacted

and crashed


Computer Communications

March 20, 2025

We move thorugh a timeless circuit

like octaves of dawn

slither through wires

like worms in dirt

to break through

to come up for air

after a rain


Inhale Exhale

March 19, 2025

 

The ocean inhales and the teeth of shells emerge, 

and the rocks with their shiny backs arched up to the sun

which we walk timidly on. 

 

We turn our faces from our burning sky sister, 

to find shade further up the jawbone earth

under a sighing tree. 

 

I pass you a shell, and you give me sand

and I kissed you like a lover, as the sea exhales

returning the water just beyond our feet.


Abandoned Clothes

March 18, 2025

Absence hangs like skin

on hangers in the abandoned house

Once worn

enjoyed

and had a life outside here


7-429

March 17, 2025

The brick wall 

painted the colour

of a pigeon

grey-blue

caught in a hook

of sunlight

remembers you

Remembers me


Liminal

 

March 16, 2025

 

hum

 

lights

 

walls

 

yellow

 

rust

 

pipes

 

building

 

abandoned

 

dissolve

 

silent

 

drowning


 

Salt Water Taffy Tears

March 15, 2025

They are salty sweet

remembering the time 

when things weren't 

estranged by death

and you sat at my table

for coffee


Winter Thaw

March 14, 2025

I heard she brought frost 

On the bed you sleep

You have not known love

For 100 years

 

The silk of the moon

Tells your secret

So does the silk of me

When it thaws you

 

Nothing is forever

Keep that in mind

When you escape into spring

Watch for black ice


The Collector

March 13, 2025

He reaches his hand to the sky

trying to pluck 

the crystal stars from it

like removing studs 

from an old leather jacket

I lower his hand from this collection

he's accumulating saying

Let's not offend the universe tonight


Starvation

March 12, 2025

He's the kind of man 

who has starvation 

on his lips

when he kisses you 

and speaks to you

and he can never be fed


Old Man

March 11, 2025

He is just an empty room

who superficially welcomes

and says goodbye at

the close of a door

then weeps through pipes

that nobody stays

long enough


A Portrait Of A Man At Equinox

March 10, 2025

The Final cold winter wind

howls back over the harbour 

in defeat of Spring.

You are scented like patchouli 

and citrus from the shower

putting on oe of the records

from my shelf. 

Your hair hangs down like

a rain wet katsura 

covering your smile.


Dreaming

March 9, 2025

When I dream about rushing water and deer

I think they symbolize you

How the sound of you always would

lead me away from becoming lost

off the paths in the forest

How you would know where to 

look at the sky and know the 

season's change is coming

and prepare me for it

You knew a lot

I knew nothing that day 

a few hours before noon

I ended up loosing my way

in the forests

and grew numb when 

frost was setting in

for a long time after


I Heard Through Walls

March 8, 2025

I heard their voices through walls

When one spoke of bills

the other of love

and the cat mewed for fish 

There was a flicker of a car headlight

through my window

as she left him again in the night

to drive on the icy sterling roads

that were the answer for her for something

Would she find the answer to love

as he sits alone in the apartment

wondering about money 

and the love he's loosing

draining away like she is with is bank account

I go to my kitchen to make a coffee

and thank god I'm single 


Power

March 7, 2025

I wanted to know what it was like 

to storm the streets 

like unmelted hail stones

I self-taught myself how to 

turn invisible 

while standing out in a crowd

I was taught by others 

how to love and hate

I was taught longing by 

lover's hands

and I take this mix of education

to move through this world powerful

while inside the armour of this 

leather jacket


Empty Heart Vessels

March 6, 2025

 

Children in the street

with dull faces 

bent like wilted flowers

bending low to the ground

search for candy off the curbs

or coins dropped by rich men

who abandoned them


 

The Dancer 

March 5, 2025

She turned into a snake 

that wound itself around a pole

She could coil 

like one of Medusa's locks

tight enough to strangle 

any man 


Coming Up For Air

March 4, 2025

 

Glued down moonbeams

on black velvet harbour

Citizen fish don't know the time

The pebbles know the sky only 

as they are forever looking up at it

making myths of star-gods

I turn to you

I take a photograph with my eyes

the way your smile makes the

urban mermaids of the city's harbour

come up for air


The Question 

March 3, 2025

Should I remain on the ground

or leap into the sky

knowing that it could be 

a hard crash back down

that could break

bones and teeth

and shatter the will

to take flight again?


 

Leaving 

March 2, 2025

Take it as you go

that silence that

filled up this room

silence that was not

at peace but filled

with reservations 

the loss of keys

the loss of love

the empty words 

that sank 

into the walls

and cracked 

the paint

take them with

you too

along with  

the silence


Your Blank Page

March 1, 2025

You are so blank

I want to write across your paper

myself the pen that will

move across you something so beautiful

like sled on fresh snow

I want to silence your hunger

for something 

that you don't know you need

but want and

kiss you with something

like poetry spoken into

your mouth


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February 2025 poems

Wavelength

February 28, 2025

 

Slipping in silk and the ice

over the surface 

Water under the ice silk 

is warm

No sounds here 

under the ice

that mirrors sky

like see-through

reflective glass

You get on my current

hear my water frequency

you know the song I play

of silk tongue to ear and mouth

kiss-speaking a language

you don't know but feel

and understand on a

higher wavelength

wave of water to your shore

I gift you shells that 

speak my water language 

and like a crossed telephone wire

hearing me and you on the other line

coming through static

speaking something to each other

you can't hear but feel instead

like gentle needles down your back

Wave love length and link 

together


 

A New Language 

February 27, 2025

 

Dashing past constellations

aging deities came down

to earth speaking codes against 

your chest

into your heart

the destination of how to mix

you and I 

wolf and bird

water and fire

sun and moon

The choir stutters melody

lost in an organ that broke 

a reed jaw

You take my hand speaking

the deity code

I'm too blind to hear it

just yet

In time 

I'll understand and

speak your language

when my throat has a new reed

and I receive an angelic tongue replacement

and my skeleton grows wing bones

to be able to fly with your

and your kiss will make me drip

honey and star glitter to paint 

the galaxy with. 


Wandering

February 26, 2025

I acknowledge you as a wanderer

like a leaf leaving for the ground

I know your soul's cravings

because I am a wanderer too

We are just two wanderlusters

trying to find a home 

and know it isn't here

Good luck on your travels

Bonne route


Transmission

February 25, 2025

 

Beneath the sand

transmissions 

radio nature 

an appetite for 

cotton gaze

to coat 

the throat

to cushion words spoken

to your ear

gentle to sooth

to replace uncertainties

that bruise to worry the 

electricity in your skull

thunder and lightening

filling with rain inside

to leave through the drain

of your eyes.


Abandoned

February 24, 2025

 

No corridors

No opened doors

The baseboards

are dirty and

sun-stained in spots

This place forgot the

sound of people

and you are a forgot

doll in the corner of a room

You have to make your own way now

Never abandon yourself


A Poem For Him

February 23, 2025

 

What I would give 

to write a poem

down your back

that you can't read

only feel the pen

 

It's how I keep secrets

in each line

and in the mix of words

you will not know 

who you are in my story

 

You are behind 

the words

behind you


Road Dreams

February 22, 2025

 

I remember that night we listened

to the radio playing a blue show

on the late night CBC

to fill in the background

on the miles passing.

You fell sleep in the passenger side

and when you woke,

you told me you dreamed 

the highway swallowed us

into a tunnel.

We just kept on driving through

until we rode through it's asphalt

body to a field and then into the sky. 

I remember feeling honored 

to have made it inside your dreams.

When we got to the next truck stop

I kissed you by the lonely payphone

as if I were in love with you.

I was in love with highway you.

Only on the road, your spirit matched mine,

and our roads that we traveled

were on the same path. 


The Cold Sun

February 21, 2025

 

empty table 

the dishes gone

in the sink out

of sight

 

the sun is a liar

 as it vomits 

through the 

window

 

empty of warmth

on a cold morning


Street Corner Pan

February 20, 2025

Pan flutes music 

on the corner of the 

downtown core

A few coins in his 

empty coffee cup

for those who 

actually hear

such a creature

with his hooves 

stomping out a beat

against the discarded

cigarette confetti

concrete

His eyes wildly

hazed with his

mad melody

that don't translate

to human ears 

shrieking into the 

sunny afternoon

making the birds

scatter off rooftops

and wire.

No Mercy

Pilgrimage

February 19, 2025

He was a pilgrimage

you have to go on

I travelled his stone steps

and my hand bled

over his altars

my feet tired of the climb

Once I reached him 

I disrobed at his side 

and wonder if the journey 

was worth it at all

After my meditation was done

I knew he is not a god

or guru

My frankincense isn't

the gift he needs

I dress and walk in the rain

most of the night

Water washed away his mud

from my breasts 

and his clay from my mouth

The gift of sight was not

what I came here for

I leave for home

as his bed grows cold

as a deep winter night


Setting Free

February 18, 2025

The morning windstorm roars 

like lions through the atmosphere

shaking all candle flames across town

Leaving the dark but I still see

your name

So I pull its word from my mouth

like a thread of fine hair

I then set it to the wind

set it free and in turn

free myself


Bone Song

February 17, 2025

I describe you as an absence 

A wisp of a ghost 

the one that you catch 

only from the corner of 

your eye

I know you are sometimes around

under the cover of fog

the rattle of bones announces you

They travel their songs on the fog mist

which blows down scattered city backstreets

that soon find their way through my window

shaking me awake


 

Run Girl

February 16, 2025

Men like him have eyes like cages

You don't want to get too close  

If you do you will be locked inside

his world that is full of ghosts

 

You have to deny the touch of his lips

with their song of sounds

that slither into your soul

a sea worth to drown

 

You run from him girl and run far

down the hill and over the lane

He's too easy to fall in love with

run back to the moon that wanes

 

Forget him now girl 

shut him out of your mind

Don't get lost in love now girl

You are not water and he is not wine


 

Howl 

February 15, 2025

You are strong

or think you are

Your cigarettes 

in the ashtray

like little bones

you picked clean

charred by murder fire

You look out the window

over the city that ate you

and coughed you out of 

every bar in town

amber fire-water eyes 

glazed with alcohol and memories

You throw your head back

and howl animalistic 

and wounded 

to a deaf moon

until the neighbours complain

to a landlord who does nothing


 

Leaving For The Sea (Story of J. and F. )
 

February 14, 2025

No I won't go with you.
Silence your evangelical 
salesman talk. 
You are not my latch
or lock.
I move as
fluid in your lungs move 
waiting for the collapse.
Then I will break free
​and become the sea.
 


Snow Crow
 

February 13, 2025

The snow settles in all the corners
of the city this evening
I call on you 
to speak in my ear
to drown out the sound
of the tree's clacking bones
that calls out my name 
in chatters
 


A Man Left Open
 

February 12, 2025

 He locked open his door 
and you couldn't enter
only by invitation
He had no walls
no windows
to look through 
to the outside
one could only go inward
and see paradice
I was lucky 
to be a woman
he let in
I stayed at his side
all night
until the dawn
I then followed the
sunrise
by walking into 
the horizon
​and never
returned


Freedom

February 11, 2025

The wind through the window
flicks at the candle flame
I prevent myself 
from remembering your name
I pull it's word
like a thread of hair
out of my mouth 
I cast it free 
out the window
on the breeze
and free myself
 


Reemerge Always

February 10, 2025

We crash and burn 
like phoenix birds 
in our embrace
We burn down 
to nothing 
to reemerge 
as something
Then we lift 
up high into
the sky
and laugh 
at the sight
of Icarus
who constantly 
melts forever 
in the sun
 


Radio Wave Drive-by
 

February 9, 2025

Crashing sounds of radio waves
drive past me from an open window
of a car trying desperately to get somewhere
"In today's news...."
I'm glad I didn't catch what it was 
I'm tired of the noise
and overwhelmed
It takes away my peace and 
creativity
It's hard to have hope these days
but as I can hear the people 
who live in the tent city at the end of this park
ring out in the early morning with laughter 
that even in the bleakest situations
you have to hold onto your hope
and laughter
 


Because I didn't Want To Write About War

February 8, 2025

My muse is offended that I chose another to write a poem to
He doesn't understand that it was nothing personal
I had to write a poem about making love to someone 
because a poet should never sleep with their muse
they need them to remind them of longing 
Maybe if I could explain it like that 
he would understand
and come back today to inspire 
me to write something about desire
Love and lust
as well as
want and longing 
are not the same things
The act of just writing a poem
and actually creating poetry 
are not the same either
It was very important I write 
about making love 
because if not
I'm left with the only other option
I only wrote about making love
so I would not have to write about war
 


Paper Without Poetry
 

February 7, 2025

You said you would forget about her 
for one night 
if I could write you a poem 
after we made love
So I made love to you like
a lioness holding a dove 
in her mouth
You kept your promise 
you forgot about her
but I forgot to write a poem
that night when the snow
made the city white like
paper without poetry
 


Hunger Pains
 

February 6, 2025

The ache comes into the stomach
like a beast with metal teeth
eating it from the inside
this isn't hunger
it's desire.

Friendless friends fist through
the sidewalk garbage 
in search of hunger. 
they lost it somewhere. 

The city's wide electric neon
hums its tune in the ears.
Siren of fake desire 
will feed the hungry 
for a little while for a price.

Never say how much money 
you have to the hungry.
Don't make eye contact
but keep them  in sight.

These men are hungry
for your desire
and will take you 
where the neon lights 
are shut off. 

You can escape if you desire
if you can make it 
from this street and that road
The 10A will open it's mouth
devour you down it's throat.
 
Soon you will know 
What it's like to finally eat
After the pains of a 
hunger strike. 
 


Your Strawberry Bush

February 5, 2025

You grew the strawberry bush 
over the grave dirt
of the old dog.
Did you even realize it,
when the night howled 
in ghostly wisps
on the wind
that came from
the north


Little Pearl

February 4, 2025
 
You,
like a little pearl
gleaming in the night
with a lunar glow.
Faux diamond glint of 
strangers eyes 
give away their intentions.
Turn away Little Pearl.
They are only on the hunt 
to prey on your realness
and steal your true shimmer.


 

The Purple House

February 3, 2025

Dark purple house

against light blue sky

emerald trees 

a dash of white snow

as a picture frame


For Denis Amoung the Stars

February 2, 2025

That time we sat inside the ribcage
of the night park splitting a beer
The clang of the steel fence rattled out
as you tried to climb it to the top
You thought if you could reach that top
you could reach the stars
but you never could
You told me next year
when we meet here again
you will be able to 

but you never returned

The next year we got the news
from your mother
that you finally reached the stars 
I remember being so mad 
that I wasn't there to see you 
finally reach the top 
and see you stretch your finger out
tapping their glittering tips
Now many years later, I see you up there
turning on the star lights

Shine on Denis


Peace

February 1, 2025

When the whole world is fighting

and the arguments of both sides starts to deafen

and no one person can hear each sides points of view

over the noise and chaos

at least the written word is heard above it all

When the fighters looks toward the silent poets

that will write one single word

 

Peace.

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January 2025 poems

Social Games

January 31, 2025

He wanted the small talk on afternoons,
and shallow talks with neighbours 
that end up like a soundless drone to my ears. 

I smashed through the windows like sunlight does, 
and ran like a lassoed horse that broke free
away from it all. 

Leaving everyone to deal with the confetti of glass
and the echo of blood that dropped from his finger
to the floor in it's freedom smash

The tear he shed washed the drop away
knowing he could not follow me
beyond the hills. 

He was too stuck in the game. 


Star Wires (For Stephen)

January 30, 2025

Night time is slow

when you are in it

at my side plucking

stars from the sky 

and stringing them 

like a barbwire fence

around the harbour


 

Little Buddha

January 29, 2025

Good morning little Buddha

perched on my window sill

greeting all who pass on the street 

with your smiling jade peace


 

Spring Lies

January 28, 2025

The oddity of spring in the winter

is a liar we want to believe

It gives you the promise 

of buds on trees

and green grass

until the next day

when winter 

speaks the 

truth


 

Blood Candy

January 27, 2025

I once cut my finger 

on a cotton candy cone

blood melting sweet strands

making blood syrup 

 

But the fair whizzed on

in a dizzy haze

Unaware of the candy gore

on such a sunny day


 

The Shout From The Heart

January 26, 2025

It's a bit of a habit or ritual

to cover the ears with silence

and look away 

and tell yourself you can't hear

what is aching in the heart

but its motor roar of rememberance

shouts over the silent ears

until you have to listen


 

Keeping Secrets

January 25,2025

I'm going to hide my secret

here in this poem

where nobody will find it

especially you.

The sound waves of spoken words

utter nothing about the way

I look over my shoulder and wait

for the breeze to bring me your cologne

and your voice to kiss my ears

I tuck my longing away

inside the lock box of this poem

to keep this secret far away from you

to prevent me from crashing into love


 

Hey You

January 24, 2025

Did you know 

how your beauty 

is a silver bullet

that shoots through

the heart of this poem?


 

They Will Know

January 23, 2025

 

When we loose sight of our humanity

and listen to snakes whispering in our ears

we are lost

 

The world never forgets the past

No matter how much you erase from

the texts of history

 

No matter who you silence

A few speaking the truth

will be far louder 

 

The future will know

What happened should

never be repeated


 

The Gun of Peace

January 22, 2025

I embrace you like a machine gun
across my body but I won't march on,
but lay you at my side in peace.

My fingers walk the dark street
of your neck to rest at the pond
of your collar bone.

I curl up there and stay the night
ignoring the war that rages on
just outside the window. 


 

A Be Seas

January 21, 2025

      Not         a

sound          be

 music 

or               sea

emptied

nothing to   de 

pend upon

for

 

silence 


 

We Are Rock

January 20, 2025

So much changes. 

We grew up

loved

cried

rebelled

cried

loved again

and moved forward

So much changes

and through everything

the four rocks are still there

holding strong in their place

Through decades of storms and cold

We are those rocks

We faced and will face storms

but hold strong where we are

rocks

 

Crow Woman

January 19, 2025

I lay next to you 

in this motel room 

where the door keeps 

the night outside

The air conditioner's humming

waltzes the curtains gently

I'm locked up inside your arms

and my legs return the enslavement

entwining around you like chains

People assume we are lovers

but we are not

I only make love to you to 

fuck my way away from love

Ignore that fact so I'm not caged

I rise over you like a crow woman

who plucks out her feathers

to bury you under them 

to cover you up 

to blend you back into the night

I then caw out to my sister crows

to beware of your embrace. 


 

You Create Scenery

January 18, 2025

You are a stage hand in narrow doorways
holding up the background
of wooden buildings
that turn to mâché trees before our eyes
you put everything in it's place
walk through the back 
of the scenery
don't be detected
you are the reason
we see everything as 
its supposed to be. 


 

The Blanket

January 17, 2025

Unfold me like your favorite blanket

just before you fall asleep

My body remembers your cologne 

the morning after I lay in crumpled

bliss next to you

Lust always gets mistaken for love

like some stranger you see on the street

one night, convinced you knew them once

as a lover


 

We Will Ignite

January 16, 2025

There's something going on

under the layer

that the fire bubbles up 

through the cracks

of our concrete

like from the core

of our earths

The embrace

will be

explosive


 

Jean-Jeanie

January 15, 2025

The Ivory bar soap on the side of the sink

white melting on to the sea blue plastic

clean scented with the cut through of 

chrome water running

A Charlie Pride record playing low

in the other rom as you sipped tea

and adjusted the lace curtians for nightfall.

I washed my face  viewing your evening ritual

by the living room mirror like a film screen

about a French woman in a English city

A cat amounst lions at your window


 

Falling of Stones

January 14, 2025

You probably didn't want to be lead down this road

but it is the way the stones fell to the ground 

and you had to follow

There wasn't any way out of it

you can't mess with divine 

intervention or invention

it comes

wither you like it or not

Going forward

watch where you lay your stones.


 

Strangulation Kiss

January 13, 2025

 

You took my breath 

suddenly as quick

as I put my lips on you

You can't take what

is not yours

and run with it

like a theif from 

a security camera

You will bring it back

one day

When you do

I don't want to be

there to recieve it


 

Lost Notebook

January 12, 2025

 

Where are you now?

I left you alone in the corner

of the old apartment

forgetting to bring you along.

All your words lost to my eyes,

and your story forgotten.

Hopefully someone found you,

and reads your words,

and sits down often

to continue your life

with their own story.


 

Forgiveness

January 11, 2025

 

Like crunching glass 

and spitting out teeth

this word that is fragile

and hard to say

holds prisoner

everyone who has it

like a burden

to their tongue


 

Margarette

January 10, 2025

 

I would look over to you

and the way the sunlight would shine 

off your yellow kitchen table 

and the glint from the metal silver edges

would shine on your face

putting you in a spotlight

for you to sing your heart out


 

Leaving Before Dawn

January 9, 2025

Like blindness laid over the eyes

I wandered in a dark land 

until I found myself in your arms

I did my time there

paid my due

The incantations I spoke

past your lips 

I pull back out

turning you back to clay

and there is no more poison

in the well water to sip

or stone to crack our teeth


 

Winter

January 8, 2025

We were so caught up 

in the wild thrashing of trees

when blizzards call to arms 

the branches to clack out 

a war chant against the sky 

who starts crumbling 

flaking to the ground


 

Water and Stone

January 7, 2025

The faucet drips in the sink

and you tap out it's beat on my arm

as we lay on the sofa in the quiet afternoon

I made love to you like rushing water

over a shore of stones

you calm my rush as I pull back

I lay my head to your chest shore

your heat beat keeping time 

with the second hand on the clock

and the tapping of water 

in the other room. 


 

Over Coffee

January 6, 2025

We talk in abstracts

you and I

over coffee at the café 

I told you you were wind

you called me a metal encased feather

as we smiled at the sun outside through

the two office buildings across the street

like an ancient sun worshiping monument

keeping time. 


 

Free

January 5, 2025

The pressure is let out 

of the old chest locked in

that forgotten room

in a decaying house

Someone opened the window

and set the memory free

no longer there 

to be a burden 

to the air.


 

Asphalt Sea

January 4, 2025

When we thought the 

street was the sea,

we dived into it

hardly catching air

nearly drowned

between high rises

and our lives flashed

like neon before our eyes. 

The city has a way 

to fold in on itself, 

like the tides

the coast guards war us about. 

Stand too close to the rocks

and it's hand swipes you

like a hungry lover

pulled in by lust

until you lay in his bed

forever. 

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Confession

January 3, 2025

I have to confess to her
that he came to me tonight
and made love to me
between sheets of paper
in the form of a poem

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Waiting

January 2, 2025

He is waiting for something 

when the sky empties of colours

and the rain empties from clouds

he will still remain 

looking

for a ghost that will 

never appear. 

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New Year

January 1, 2025

The rubble sleeps.

The dust settles.

The haze of 

the sun shines through.

You made it.

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